Failure at adulting

I can’t seem to get anything right at the moment. I’m forgetting stuff, doing stuff wrong, and I’m constantly grumpy.

Part of that is the time of year – I hate the summer. I hate the sun and the heat, trying to fit my gross over weight carcass into shorts and what have you. No one needs to see that!

My ASD son, bless him, is at his most annoying at the moment too, just being in the room with him is irritating right now. I can’t cope with anything.

So I am failing epically at adulting right now. I don’t want to keep going, I want everyone to just fuck off and leave me alone. I want it to be cold, I want to wear jeans and hoodies and just be alone to read.

FUUUUUUUCCCCKKKKKK.